Infinity

What do desires mean?

For almost five years, my body felt nothing, and my head was filled with voices. I was trapped in a black hole, suffering and shattered into pieces. Darkness. Thick and impenetrable, without a single glimmer of light.

In the depths of that dark, desolate place, I could do nothing but surrender. Yet, in that surrender, the darkness gradually became my friend. For it was in the darkness that my inner eye beheld the infinite. And so all desires faded away.

Yes, inside the black hole I was shattered into pieces, yet there I was reshaped into something new. Roots and flowers guide me towards the Divine.